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| well its been a while since i have been on here. well i moved from mikes and haven't really been on a computer a lot since then. well me and mike have been back together for about two months. yes we had broke up for about two months before that. for one of those two months, i lived with jackie and jennifer. it was a mistake, i'll admit that. i signed on to watch the kids for pay, and got stuck doing everything. i did the cooking,cleaning, watching the kids, bathing them. it was almost like jennifer traded me to jackie, instead of her. i cooked supper one evening because jennifer and jackie were going to be home late. after that jackie wanted me to cook from then on. after a while i moved out. i haven't talked to any of them since. me and mike got back together and have been doing good. aside from the occasional arguements. we also started talking about meeting with other females to have some fun. this is where the next bit of good news comes in. well we started talking to this one chick from tulsa. she seemed really cool, and was very into the both of us. for about a month we didn't talk to her. one night i decided to message her. we told her we were going to be in town on a monday because we were filling out applications. so we met up with her that monday. she was really cool and fun to talk to. we all pretty much hit off that day. well, we met with her later that week on friday. we got a motel, and well we had tons of fun. so now i am officially bi. i'm proud of it, and if your not well then who cares. well i gotta go. ttyl. love bunches. | | |
| what do you do when you think someone is doing something wrong. then you talk to them, and they dont see that they've done anything wrong, and then you start to question yourself. what do you do? i've been in this spot quite a few times, and i always end up questioning myself. it's really upsetting. cause at the time, i'm for sure of everything that happened. after confronting the person, i start to wonder if thats really what happened. me and my man have had quite a few problems this month. i really dont like it. its been more than normal. well i dont really have anything else to say. bye bye for now.
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| the sexy man on my profile is my baby. | | |
| ya know men are really confusing sometimes. especially mine. sometimes he gets in moods and he wont talk to me. i try to find out whats wrong with hime but he never will thell me. it upsets me a little bit. i try to be understanding, cause i know that when he gets like that he just needs space til he's ready to talk. but i just cant stand seeing my baby upset though. sometimes when he gets in those moods, i feel like i did something wrong and that just makes it worse. oh well i guess i will just have to get over that. especially if we are going to get married. oh yeah i almost forgot. me and mike set a date ( to get married) for december 22, 2006. we are not sure just yet if we will actually be able to do it on that day or not. i hope so though. if it dont then we can just set it for a later date. well i got to go. i will try to post another blog later to keep you guys updated on my boring life. | | |
| i feel really confused today. there is some stuff going on with me and my man right now,and i dont really know how to deal with it.i'm trying to deal with it the best i can.there is just so much stuff going wrong in my life right now. i have thought about running away, but when i came back it would just get worse. anyways its time for lunch. if u want to comment go ahead. | | |
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